Entering the Field of Darkness

by Martin Willitts Jr

My mother’s age-ravaged memory
before she passed away.

What a strange phrase, “passed away,”
as if floating off. How odd to be less
mentioned over time.

Winds come; winds go.
Winds blow the moon away. Winds blow
the yellow off the finches, scatters leaves,
memory, sorrow
blows them all into a dark reckoning.

I guided my mother’s faltering steps,
as she stumbled through the hospital halls,
her feet forgetting how to walk.

Tell me what can be left behind.

I will tell you about finches, leaves,
how we fall in and out of memory.