Sep '02 [Home] By Degree 365: Year One of 9/11 Feature Anthology:Points of the Circle Point of Disrepair Dreaming of the Next September ~ Stefanie Lipsey | Interruptions Mervyn Taylor | Real Truth #1 ~ RD Armstrong | lady liberty watches ~ Sarah Herrington | aubergine ~ Denver Butson | Ground Zero: 7 Come 11! ~ Robert Dunn | Nursery Rhyme ~ Richard Pearse Point-Blank | Point of Honor | Distance | Order | Point Resumed "New York, the 11th (July 26, 1788)" (ink on paper) © 2002 Big City Lit . . . Last night I awoke to that part of me who watches and waits whispering your life isn't safe if you go on this way —Laura Sherwood Rudish ("A Restrained Thought Does Not as a Rule Return to the Mind") |
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Dreaming of the Next September Stefanie Lipsey We will give you the remedy, but you will die. That's how it goes in my recurring dream, a cloud mushrooms over a desert in the sea, we run as if from a school of sharks or a tsunami. Some children get scooped up, some are still in the wake. I can't find my own. I run to a clinic in Venice Beach where the doctors wear lead vests and won't help you find your children. The storefront signs says, "The Doctor is IN," and she is, and she looks like Lucy from Peanuts. I take the iodine pills, prolonging my life for only days, get on a bus, a bus that is suddenly six hours away in San Francisco. I am the only passenger on an old bus, the windows are open and it moves in waves on the streets like the waves of the tsunami and the aftershocks and the mushroom cloud and the white, fluffy rain. When the bus explodes, as we expect it to explode I float above, running in mid-air back to the beach, back to the sand in New York, back to all my lost children. ~ . ~ Interruptions Mervyn Taylor Miss Ruth, the lady from Arouca Came to my door and whispered, The World Trade Center's on fire. I went on with the lesson Until the noise became too much. Then I followed the kids down the hall To the window that showed everything, Like a widescreen movie. And there they were, two chimneys Billowing smoke as if we were In the middle of winter, and the women In the office said, two planes. And the one who usually flirts with me, Didn't. I thought of getting my camera But I turned around and the first parents Were coming for their children, blank Looks on their faces, while walkie talkies Squawked in the hands of the deans. And Then everyone gasped as the first tower Fell, and again as the second one slid To the floor of the plaza where r&b groups Sing in the summer. I think of their doo-wop, Now the iron is falling like rain, now that Soot-covered men are walking, and leaders Are beating the podium with their shoe. In some classrooms teaching continued, Teachers gripping the chalk in their fists, Doggedly making marks on the board. Students staring at the one word, 'Fundamentalist', asked To go to the bathroom and never returned. The entire math department huddled around a tv Explaining the many sides of a pentagon. So this is what it feels like, to be In the shadow of the hawk, to have The friendly skies turn dark and make us Ponder the simple task of how to get home, To hear educated men and women offer advice Too short for the distance, too far from places Where this is the norm, the everyday bombs, like The opening and closing of books, the ending Of sentences with prepositions. Yes, We must go home now, as soon as the children Have left, we must follow the trail of the aircraft into and through the steel and concrete, the spill of The water cooler, the aisle seat 4F ending up Under an executive desk, the passenger a child In fetal position, its mother ashamed as though Death were her fault. To avoid blame We must take the back streets, Me and my Haitian colleague, who is Muslim. She has retied her turban in the style Of the Nigerian, so to go undetected through Hostile territory, her tears springing fresh at each Announcement, turning back at the roadblocks, "Insh'Allah" her only prayer. ~ . ~ Real Truth #1 RD Armstrong There's a commercial on TV Maybe you've seen it? It shows A gallery of young people All colors (one race) saying Matter of factly "I helped kill A judge" or "I helped blow up A bank" and so on. It's one Of those anti-drug commercials Designed to keep our kids away From the crack pipe or that Morning bowl of chronic. But what if the government Did a commercial like this? Same gallery of faces only A few years older, all colors Same human race saying "I helped oppress the enemies of my government" "I helped fund another open- ended war" "I ensured that the third world would always be in debt" "I paid for the bullets that killed your little brother or sister" "I helped Congress sit on its hands while billions went to the military buildup and nothing went to defeating ignorance or providing every man woman and child with dignified health-care or even uncontaminated water to drink" "I helped Enron screw people out of their pensions" "I helped Osama bin Laden come to power" "I killed Slavs, Hu Tus, Muslims, native Americans, Rwandans, and anybody who got in the way of American foreign policy over the last fifty years" "I'm a tax payer" This message is brought to you by the IRS "Your tax dollars at work" ~ . ~ lady liberty watches Sarah Herrington the breath of the city exhales in a gasp its life runs fleeing away from the open wound that will bleed smoke for months hollowed out what was full i enshroud myself in a mourning of dust watch the souls run fleeing past my eyes to heaven i encase myself in the smell of burnt and burning my words have left me instead i post pictures in the streets ghost faces i've never seen or will i did not see how my knees could break i did not know how i produced such hate with my thriving if only i had heard the air shatter before the crash if only i had reached out my hand before the boom of two worlds colliding into one large suffering i did not see my eyes were veiled as theirs ~ . ~ aubergine Denver Butson we were in a place called aubergine last night in my dream you were wearing a yellow scarf in your hair and the sky was purple in aubergine there were no skyscrapers falling on television sets in aubergine in my dream no sirens no smoke no tourists come to look at what they saw a thousand times falling in their living rooms there was none of that and no memory of it either not in aubergine not in my dream there was just you and me and your yellow against the purple sky in aubergine last night in my dream ~ . ~ Ground Zero: 7 Come 11 ! Robert Dunn The Committee says: forget the malls, The World Trade Center Mark II, the low-income Housing, the baseball stadium, the trolley barn. We are going to give Ground Zero Back to the Indians—to wit: the Mohawk Tribe. We're never going to clean the place out, Anyway, and we do have a history of sticking The Native Americans with the most Unappetizing lands imaginable, so "Why-y-y not?" The Tribespeople are going to build a casino-hotel On that site: the Mohawk Manahattan Mohican. It'll make those dives in Connecticut look sick. And they're going to do it up big, too—120 storeys Of table games, slot machines, and hotel suites— Forgive me, but the sky is truly the limit here. And they'll put an Olympic-sized swimming pool On top—the world's highest swimming pool, You know—and you can bet that will put the "high" Back into "high dive." (Having all that water Up there, pumped directly from the Hudson River Just for the atmosphere, is also a fire-safety feature.) Of course, you won't be able to use the diving boards During a high wind, but why quibble? And keep An eye out for the Manahattan $24 Fun Books— Full of exciting offers and coupons. It'll be the only Casino Fun Book bound in a bullet-proof vest. Vegas has nothing like it—will never have anything Like it—and don't even mention Atlantic City. So book your reservation (pun not intended) early, Before Bum Ladin wants another rematch. After all, it was either this—or build another Home Depot. ~ . ~ Nursery Rhyme Richard Pearse If this little pig went to market and this little pig stayed home, then my chances are 50-50, at least for today. I pull down my shade, draw my chair closer to the TV. Smoke and ash in my hair. A bombing? Could have hit my straw home. Hard to sleep, and daylight blares up—sirens, screams. What are the odds today's my day for market? Or for roast beef. I can't help the cries of my four brothers and sisters except, when my turn comes, to scream "We!" 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