|   Big City, Little New York Big
City, Lit
Nicholas Johnson
 An
Arrogance of Windows
Jay Chollick
 Inventing
Nations
D. Nurkse
 i
see them, i don’t see them
Angelo Verga
 A
Viewer's Guide to Hell
by Marc Desmond
(1945 - February 2001)
 As
You Like It
by Marc Desmond
 Returning from Hell's
Kitchen
Ravi Shankar
 
Thunder YoungMartin Galvin
 
 
 
The Super's SonMervyn Taylor
 
 Brooklyn's First Tunnel, 1844-1860
 Alyssa A. Lappen
 
 
 
 Big
City, Lit
Nicholas Johnson
 It’s more than a long, dark road.
You’re in your car, with everything you need in the glove box, back seat,
trunk. You’ve got your smoke, there’s the fog, and some rain, and more
fog, and thoughts of searchlights.
 Maybe there’s someone beside you—or
there will be—for who knows how long. A guy thing maybe: a city, a
woman, warm coffee, more smokes.
 Stations drift in and out in the
sing-along tease 'til you’ve had enough of the night, the absolute black
Van Gogh claimed didn’t exist. All the tricks, like in a Dylan song, play
by the roadside shoulders.
 It’s what you want: not exactly lost,
not exactly knowing where you are, but full of the importance of being
elsewhere, speeding toward. 
 And so you drive on, grateful for
the dashboard, steering wheel in your hands, strings of mileposts, tiny
reflectors, what’s left of the white lines, rarities the more traveled,
rained on.
 Smoke, fog, smudge of light on the
horizon: The City, allegory-big. You on the way, bridge-buzzed, highway-wired,
everything within reach, toward the light, the place where "symbol is
the thing itself." 
 
 An
Arrogance of Windows
Jay Chollick
 Despite the knotted rising 
of the slopes, up to their peaks
 they seem to me, these Catskills,
 the emphatic stone Taconic,
 to shrivel, sink into their dwarf
beginnings
 or fade; the Adirondacks fade.
 And cities too, the feeble
minor neighborhood Poughkeepsie--blah,
 and Utica, and that Kodak town,
 the huddled orchards, they all seem
pallid now;
 but just to me, for I am Southeast
to my
 haughty city tip—I’m the
New York!
 And all else—inconsequential meandering
 Niagara-nothing rest of it—I blow
away.
 I am an arrogance of windows: NYC.
I measure worth by length of shadow.
 I breathe bellowing, airshaft of
the lung.
 Sky-scribbled, I am misery and predator,
 a homeless box. I’m easy breezy
wonderful, I
 am a Jew—third finger up!
 And Albany, that one’s for you. 
 
 Inventing
Nations
D. Nurkse
 My grandmother’s flesh has grown
luminous,
cloudy behind her nylon housecoat.
 Since her treatments, she can keep
down
 only jello, sherry, and whipped
cream.
 She stays up all night watching
old movies:
 sometimes she loses her temper,
turns off the sound,
 and hexes the characters in a language
 no one in this city has heard of:
by day
 she stares at the Narrows framed
in her window.
 She can no longer identify the flags
of freighters
 and asks me to, but strain as I
may
 my vision blurs, and she insists,
so I wind up
 inventing nations: Liguria, Phoenicia,
 Babylonia . . . and she nods. On
her wall
 Kennedy faces Truman but there’s
no picture
 of the child dead of consumption
 or the child dead of hunger
 or the child who was my father
 who succeeded, whose heart failed:
 all there is from that world is
a locket
 showing the infant Mozart playing
silence
 on a tiny clavichord, behind cracked
glass.
 (Prior publ. Voices over Water
(Four Way Books), a collection by the author.) 
 
 i
see them, i don’t see them
Angelo Verga
 i don’t see them, the bearded men
the men who sit, knees tucked in
 sneakers on wet midtown street
 i don’t see them, waiting
 to be fed, hundreds of them
 many black, some whites
 most young and thin,
 a few gray women
 i don’t see them
 waiting for the bread
 the meat, the lettuce,
 mustard tomato
 at 7 a.m., the breakfast meal
 the Franciscan Friars give them
 the giant coffee urn at the other
end
 where they squat and drink and eat
 or hide the napkin-covered treasure
 for later. i don’t see them
 the crusty-skinned, the matted-haired.
 i see the smooth-legged, no split-ends
 women on their way to work
 rushing across the street. i see
them.
 they don’t smell, they don’t spit.
 i pray to them:
 i beg for what i need.
 (Prior publ. The Six O'Clock News
(Wind Publications), a collection by the author.) 
 
 
 A
Viewer's Guide to Hell
 by Marc Desmond
(1945 - February 2001)
 
 first canto
 we will begin right
here at the designated end
 of cloning the release
 of complex molecules in-
 to the worn-out atmosphere
 that claws its way into the heart
 of our cravings
 i would go to hell
 for you but i am in hell
 already steeped in the blood
 of stones drinking
 the odor of grape leaves on the
breath
 of those whose only sin is not
 to be connected to be excluded
 from the best clubs they fake unconcern
 until change raises itself
 from the mat and hiccups its last
 defiance at a creamcheese universe
 i wander through the tiers of evil
 acts trailing after your feet
 and powdering your head so much
 now depends on what we breathe
 so much of what we see how fast
 we talk whether we will go
 to prison for not putting stickers
on
 the eyes of addicts to convince
the unashamed
 that we are all sane here that nobody
 who hurt us really matters any more
 i sink into the company
 of people who believe that
 unemployment creates jobs and
 that superman wears baggy tights
 and a cape that flows down his chest
 and into his legendary crotch you
are carried
 past me by
 drug-addled waitresses your thighs
are dusted
 with silver and yet you know everything
 and here the gregorian boys roll
 dice for your fate by the light
of
 the dancing goddess flat-paneled
on-
 to the inside of the left rear annex
 of your new expanded soul
 cementing your identity in a parade
 of staggered neural pathways
 the wind is moved to sing
 antic wordless tunes all around
me
 as colors take shape and the years
 taunt their progenitors with arch
references
 to the fact that once it was just
like this
 only better
 that is my personal hell
 and i bail out on it for a night
 and a night swimming in clouds
 while traces are laid on faces and
swell voices
 swell to the firmament and this
is it boy
 here at the dead end of time i will
find
 out where i fit by measuring myself
 against measurements and firmaments
 and the one whose name may not be
 alluded to even the consonants
 the holiest of holies the mask of
death
 on the velvet skin of life courted
by
 the messengers of those who hide
 their scowling faces like vampires
 behind a breach in the laws of nature
 and envy those who are merely
 and silently
 dead
 
 
 second canto
 there is an awful precision to the
lives of
the dead to the least of their movements
 they are always and heedlessly dead
 writhing at the foot of hades’ throne
 waiting to be relieved by the next
rotation of
 adaptable sin in a changing world
 perfection is a threat it stands
solid
 and reflects all movement
 toward convenience as the brutal
fraud
 it is perfection
 must be engorged with passion seduced
 into dragging out its old dance-
 floor moves and flashing
 its naked belly at the predators
 who bait their thorns with wisdom
 and yet perfection will mire you
in hell
 only passion will bring you out
again
 there are password places
 here circles beyond circles
 that only virgil and the cleaners
know there
 i will see you glowing silver in
the glare
 of dead eyes witnessing the death
 of discipline and the malleability
of love
 here you will writhe on naked ground
 while your legend pushes
 on ahead of you and leaves
 you closeted with the muse
 alone
 among multitudes
 
 
 third canto
 some of these places are ordinary
places where every mouth and
 every cunt is filled with ashes
 blocking the customs that once passed
 on happiness from generation to
 regeneration in a rarefied party
 atmosphere choking on a hummock
 and going down
 down
 down past countless identical phrases
 masquerading as here
 and now i am suspended
 greedy for form passionate
 for meaning for all the things
 i left behind when i followed you
 to the nether regions of worship
 staring and sighing at the merest
 happiness i never felt
 they are always pretending here
 that it is eternity stretched out
 over a framework
 of song but i know that eternity
 is the recollection of your eyes
 all over mine of bodies caressing
 like hands it is the path you tread
 from the grave to my heart and
 relentlessly back again blinding
me
 to happiness in no time at all
 you rip out of me the shuddering
 admission that yes i mind not
 being touched by you yes i mind
 being a coward yes i envy my nostrils
 the lingering scent of you i envy
 my fingertips those last flecks
 of silver and kohl i envy my own
memory
 hell is knowing your sadness
 hell is my faithless eyes my hands
of smoothest glass
 hell is everywhere you are not
 
 
 epilogue: the death of orpheus
 time is the hardest labor of all
lifting each second into place
 while i remember the simple dance
 of skin on skin the catch in your
voice
 tangled with mine the lightness
i never felt
 the love you planted in shade your
spiderweb
 palm lace kissing lace the touch
 of faded petals rustling
 for a long time now everything
 has seemed normal the air is warm
 and gelid a globe of burning gas
crawls
 across the image of a sky projected
 by our desire for simplicity walls
ripple
 and drool acid art becomes weary
and repetitive
 just like home
 i have spent a piece of silver
 for each year since i left you behind
and
 now the age of silver is almost
gone gold
 howls past me into your dead ears
and i receive
 a blessing in many colors even as
i think
 claws mark my road they involve
me
 in hue and texture they tear
 the shroud so i can see time from
 the bottom up they carve me into
 instances of being and i am everywhere
 like the quantum stones that protect
me
 from gravity until i look down
 and there you are
 gone
 forever
 
 As
You Like It
by Marc Desmond
 72% of the people in our focus
groups thought this would be a good
 first line for a poem
 satires on commercialism
 polled very well in the shabbier
 areas of our major cities
 through extensive field
 testing and much heartbreak,
 i finally came to the
 realization that 76% of slam
 audiences and a full 89%
 of slam judges react positively
 to dramatic personal narrative
 frequent references to my hot
 throbbing cock burying itself
 thirstily in the hot juicy cunt
 of some hot naked barely
 pubescent huge-breasted female
 poet attracts male poetry consumers
 in the highly desirable
 18- to 34-year-old demographic
 the imperialist running dogs
 who conducted my research have
 informed me that the inclusion
 of marxist rhetoric in my poetry
 will increase sales by more than
 a third among college-educated readers
 the attention span of poetry
 audiences in the mtv generation
has
 declined by 47% over the past ten
 years so this will be the next-
 to-the-last stanza of my poem
 thank you for listening my
 chapbook is on sale
 in the lobby a coupon for
 a free frappuccino at starbucks
 comes with every purchase
 
 (A New York poet and
member of The Rogue Scholars troupe, Marc Desmond died suddenly in February,
2001. Memorial readings for him were held on February 17 at the 37th Street
Theatre and on February 25 at ABC-NoRio. A permanent memorial has been
created featuring this poem on mp3 on http://www.poetz.com/marcdesmond.) 
 
 Returning from Hell's
Kitchen
Ravi Shankar
 Now that the gargoyles
have oxidized,
Skyscraper stalks
sprout lenticular panes.
 Another rush-hour
overpowers the hush
 Or such ambient din
as passes for silence
 In the self-proclaimed
center of the world.
 Underground, trains
groan into stations
To be filled with
eyes that never marry,
 Toothless mouths that
occasionally break
 Into songs about joy
in the face of loss,
 The rhythm section
a few coins in a cup,
 The rest all pleats
and loosened ties,
Various gears unscrewed
from labor's
 Leviathan watch. Simple
not to muse
 When in transit: people
board, disembark,
 And instantly, the
space they leave is filled.
 (Ravi Shankar is the editor of Drunken
Boat,
www.drunkenboat.com)
 
 
 
 
Thunder Young Martin Galvin
 
 I hear a growly rumble, an old uncle from Jersey,
 separated by a river and a couple neighborhoods
 from where I'm at, not the at the kids have taught
 me, where I'm absolutely not, but the at where I'm.
 
 Lucky, I think, to sit under a roof when thunder comes
 Rolling across the corn and soybean, announcing
 With a clapped hand its arrival, announcing as the Baptist
 It heralds a better, richer caller coming on.
 
 Luckier still to sit in a bar where music's made
 off Broadway, child to the spikes of lightning
 stalking the Hudson, and let the near thunder utter
 its jazz talk about where it is and what it is that matters,
 
 its hat pulled down around both ears, hands pocketed
 in pants drooped and holey, ready to seed the dark.
 That's the kind of thunder I can hanker after
 When it drops in, the kind I'm sad to say is gone
 
 When its bully brother the rain lets loose.
 
 From the other coast, my daughter writes she misses
 the thunder, its ways of remembering who she was,
 remembering how we all were, young as toadstools.
 
 
 (Martin Galvin's poems have appeared in Poetry, Orion, Painted Bride Quarterly, The New Republic, The Atlantic Monthly, The Christian Science Monitor, and Best American Poetry 1997. Bogg Publications recently released his chapbook, Appetites. He lives in Chevy Chase, Maryland.)
 
 
 The Super's Son
 Mervyn Taylor
 
 
 The super's son's all grown up.
 Now he sports the mannish beard,
 Curses lightly under his breath,
 Gives me surly looks since
 His old man and I had that run-in.
 In the tiny space between the garbage cans
 And the back of the building,
 He bounces the ball hard. On
 Tuesday nights he helps his father,
 The black plastic bags tied and heavy,
 Slung to the sidewalk out front
 With an attitude, the way men
 Who do hard work make us others
 Get out of the way.
 
 (Mervyn Taylor, a native of Trinidad, West Indies, is the author of two volumes of poetry, An Island of His Own (Junction Press, 1992) and The Goat (Junction Press, 1999). He is an instructor in the Writing Program at the New School for Social Research Eugene Lang College in Manhattan and also teaches writing and journalism at the High School for Enterprise, Business and Technology in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. A former New York Foundation for the Arts award winner, Mr. Taylor's poems are included in the anthologies, Bum Rush the Page, Giant Talk, and Rock Against the Wind. Journals where his work has appeared include Antillea, the Harlem Arts Journal, Pivot, St. Ann's Review, Steppingstones, and Sulfur. Mr. Taylor recently read his work on the air for Pacifica Radio. Other recent appearances include: the Brooklyn Spring Poetry Fair sponsored by the Brooklyn Borough President; the Brooklyn Poet's Day Reading at Brooklyn College; and Lincoln Center Outdoors. He is at work on a new manuscript, tentatively titled, The Careening Poui.)
 
 
 Brooklyn's First Tunnel, 1844-1860
 Alyssa A. Lappen
 
 The day the last brick was laid over my mouth,
 My rails and ties pulled like old teeth, the furrows
 In my floor left like hollowed gums, I was safe
 
 Inside this vaulted peace. The steam trains long
 Gone, took with them my guttural roar, crowds
 Of parasoled ladies, top hatted gawkers and dull
 
 Comments on my short length or arched roof—
 My youth and all the chance I had for greatness.
 What stole my voice was the newer breed, who
 
 Did not like the ferry from Manhattan. The rails
 Were nice to ride—six hours over wild moraine
 Glaciers had deposited, where foxes stalked
 
 Pheasants, egrets flew. But then came a day-long
 Sail to Boston from Long Island over open sea,
 Bit by foggy breath of seasons. Besides, Robber
 
 Barons, with titles to Connecticut's shore, thought
 Better to line their silk pouches with more Gold: No
 Mercury yet lived asleep in stone, stars had not yet
 
 Shown indoors. Stations grew across East River in another
 Wild of woods and farms beyond that town. I was quieted
 before my voice was young, bankrupted. I am hidden, safe.
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