Poetry Taking the Vapors (WTC) A Handful of Thunder from Rattapallax #6> Editors' Note: WTC
~ . ~ . ~ Mark Twain War Prayer Jay Chollick Of City Birds Maureen Holm Down Vicki Hudspith Heavier Than Mercury Sharon Olinka It Must Not Happen Michael O'McCarthy An American Apocalypse (excerpt) Elaine Schwager Living in the Falling Apart ~ . ~ War Prayer Mark Twain (1912) O Lord our Father, our young patriots, idols of our hearts, go forth to battle -- be Thou near them! With them, in spirit, we also go forth from the sweet peace of our beloved firesides to smite the foe. O Lord our God help us to tear their soldiers to bloody shreds with our shells; help us to cover their smiling fields with the pale forms of their patriot dead; help us to drown the thunder of the guns with the shrieks of their wounded, writhing in pain; help us to lay waste their humble homes with a hurricane of fire; help us to wring the hearts of their unoffending widows with unavailing grief; help us to turn them out roofless with their little children to wander unfriended the wastes of their desolated land in rags and hunger and thirst, sports of the sun flames of summer and the icy winds of winter broken in spirit, worn with travail, imploring Thee for the refuge of the grave and denied it -- for our sakes who adore Thee, Lord, blast their hopes, blight their lives, protract their bitter pilgrimage, make heavy their steps, water their way with their tears, stain the white snow with the blood of their wounded feet! We ask it, in the spirit of love, of Him Who is the Source of Love, and Who is the ever-faithful refuge and friend of all that are sore beset and seek His aid with humble and contrite hearts. Amen. I have told the whole truth in that [poem], and only dead men can tell the truth in this world. It can be published after I am dead. -- Mark Twain ~ . ~ Of City Birds Jay Chollick No city, thinned and murderous can hop and be the lightbone bird whose wings drag with them, not the sole equipment for their flight but with it other things birds take with them- their treetops and the dying roofs: they take hard laughter emptying from scarlet rooms and books the rainbow genius of the mind all fly with them, the birds, and disappear along with windows flung with all their winking lights to touch puff puff the dazzled clouds, that are for birds and cities dragging up with them a refuge hope; there, burrowed into emptiness, they undream earth, though menace with its silent arm drifts camouflaged (Jay Chollick has work appearing on the Big City, Little (NY) section and elsewhere on the magazine. This piece pre-dates 9/11/01.) ~ . ~ Down Maureen Holm (i) Owatonna: Dad dominates at trap. Joel, 14, on the 10-meter platform: toes, little tremor through the knees. Pull! He jack-knifes into the quarry. No splash to speak of. No trophy, but proud. (ii) Atlanta: Six Flags. Seated on a plank with niece Jennifer, 7, a swing with a back that is none a one-inch chain linking our laps an auntie arm across her chest as the wind as we ascend five storeys, ten and more teetering, tilting until, 35, I withdraw it, slowly, and cling, a child, to the cable on my side, unable to look over, to my shame a thrall to the pull of headlong down. 'The parachute will open just in time,' she says. 'I know. I--.' Separately, we fall. (iii) Moravia: Day-trip picnic to reservoir, bridge a 60-foot leap for three as we others gape... Poised there before I miss him, Jim in space, lake, classroom chair, reading the poem, the hardest part, he smiles, trying to gauge the wind, stay rigid, guide, not flap, flip, spin, was the water, chipped his tooth. Ride the funicular up Petrin Hill for a terrace meal, three walls dug in, the fourth proscenium to Vlta- va green eyes, his. I see/saw, don't/didn't believe it until I lick the point of impact he'll never let them fix. (iv) Chicago: Rubbish on the roof, songwriters on removal crew: Steve to Kevin to elevator car heap to hand to heap, repeat until full, then pulley to truck, back up and down and up and-- suddenly he's so much debris, pulse, then heartbeat, on crutches and guitar. (v) Medusa: Sumac tree, saw, creek. Flat rock, pointed rock, hard from thirteen feet; as many weeks to mend left eye, right wrist-fifth of July. No jumping off bridge. My stumps line the bank. (vi) October: Five o'clock, top of the Empire State, Ivo fingered the lacy wire fence meant to deter the would-be dead. 'I could live here,' he said. Height changes people. Dinner uptown, the last before he left. I secretly wrapped the flutes in napkins, the champagne in a favorite towel. We drove the cabbie. At ten to twelve, no toast allowed on the observation deck. By 9/11, oh, all the John Doe's I'd met --and 'heelots' who wept, for Coop and Stanwyck, a ledge, and falling snow. (vii) The physics of balloons are as simple as love: Lighter than air, you are buoyant. Archimedes figured that out. Air weighs about 28 grams per cubic foot (heaviest at ground level where it must support the weight of all above). Heat it to 100 degrees F. and you reduce the weight by 25%. (Consider the multiple: Balloons have to be huge to achieve lift-off in 7-gram increments.) Flame: Equalize the inner and outer pressure, while reducing inner molecular density, and you belong to the wind, not in it, but of it; no gust rushing about the face, no breeze through the hair, perfectly calm. (viii) Fallen Rocket Zone. Earth, water, air, flame. Heat changes all but one. Terrace open during summer season only. In case of emergency, break glass. In case of fire, use parachute. ~ . ~ Heavier Than Mercury Vicki Hudspith Like the artwork of uninhabited wealth Or the quiet status of barricaded streets In the expectant air of When something is wrong in the room And you walk in When there's a point being made And every night the streets are sprayed With fresh water To hold down Everyday Filled with ash The weight of laughter is heavier than mercury Like trucks lined up and going single file To unload trouble One at a time I cannot remember the skyline anymore Though I try and force my eyes to see It almost goes without saying That I also cannot remember when trouble Didn't follow me Or when the lights went out I was so willing to wait To believe you'd come for me But love is self preservationist And down the hallway of dead ends Are afternoons full of coffee And myths of good weather As god's benevolent eyebrow Lifts in wonder at this world How could I be So crude How could I think I was helping you When I was standing on your toe It was nighttime in the tunnel And I couldn't allow as how anyone Would ever again Draw an unsuspicious breath In the time zone of winter With lungs of snow You may travel You may even come and go But collecting souvenirs has lost its edge Have you given up yet? Have you had to let go? Are you tough enough yet? Have you said, "No sugar" "No alcohol", "No blow"? Are you sweet enough yet? If you had to test your stamina Could you If you had to The collective unconscious Brims with uncollected love And restless sirens Letting everyone know That what you will drink Is a custom shot of espresso Two beeps in the wilderness of microwave jitters A drink to be careful with To carry and hold We mopped the streets with heroes Wading in where we can't go My duty is to inhale To breathe an air simmering in sin We can cover our noses But we've been washed in the same atmosphere Desperate for poets, painters and musicians To fill us with oxygen again And hold the head of our unconscious Like a fragile thing Like a heart that's burst This angle of This rumor that We're the warlords of tribal hearts Taking false chieftains in the dark And on the next awful sunny day Smoke will wrap you in tendrils Then pull you up till your eyes smart Anaerobic comfort A head lying against a chest A soft light burning That can't be taken And can't be heard In the unclouded afternoon Where love and desperation Make a pact in the road The brown and black caterpillar Seen only once In the infinite grace of autumn But fond in your memory Of insects In a luxurious fur coat on its way to cocoon Before becoming a drab persistent moth Bashing light bulbs Lungs wet with summer And this new air Where dawn burns rapidly Returning my idea That it would be enough To be good (Vicki Hudspith's work first appeared in the magazine in the Jul '01 issue. See Archive.) ~ . ~ It Must Not Happen Sharon Olinka My days like water. I clip the toenails of the Great One. Follow strict orders to obey him. Blurred hours of rinsing rice, endless fight against dust. Bleat of goats outside. Drawn to my husband's computer, not permitted to touch it. Re-named "Nafira." I was Stephanie, lived in Los Angeles. They call me one of the Saved Ones, but every night I dream of car keys, music, lipstick, movies, laughter and palm trees. My new husband is patient with me. He knows I saw buildings crumble, how thick smoke nearly claimed me. I thought, this must not happen. At times I feel fire burn through me. It's when I walk quietly towards the vegetable market, with my chaperone. Or when I remember my mother's shredding skin, don't understand why my husband lies beside me. What this has to do with God. But I knew when I brought the Great One soup, I could not kill him. I saw the Towers in his eyes. How silver cell phones, crumpled paper fell from windows. My shoes. My red dress. My cabinet of denials. My innocence. Where I once lived there were so many prayer vigils. I believed them. I saw the Great One's purple robe, his feet. I looked down, as instructed. Not at his face. I have become water. Everything has burned away. And even if I still believe I'll wake up tomorrow in my own bed, in Los Angeles, as I might, as you still might, wherever you are, know only this: the bad dream has entered us. We cannot lose ourselves, go to meet it. No more mass burials by a harbor. Not another Smyrna. Not another Holocaust. It must not happen. (Sharon Olinka's poetry is in the new anthology from Random House, Bum Rush the Page: A Def Poetry Jam. Her work has also appeared recently in Long Shot, Poetry Wales, Luna, and ONTHEBUS. This is her first appearance in the magazine.) ~ . ~ [Mid-October on a flight from Paris to New York, first-class section: A business-suited Black approaches a man he presumes to be Arab and says, "So, how does it feel to be the new [Negro] in America?" Eds.] An American Apocalypse (Excerpt: Lines 73-108 of 475) Michael O'McCarthy . . . out of the corporate video box came the picture Of National mourning as the governing body gathered in prayer and angst And a radio in Blazin' Bill's redneck Bar BQ restaurant broadcast A twangy white siren song of salvation found in Amazing Grace That snaked its way around the rocker of this democratic cradle. Against that background came the clicking of multi-millioned Khaki-panted, denim shirt and tie corporate keyboard clones rewriting this past Even as the bulldozers uncovered the broken and dismembered dead. The sound entwined with backhoes gouging out deep burial holes for those of Us who dissent as the Right White Christian Soldiers Go Marching As To War gathering at the corners of Main Street and Broad where I can see The fluttering of Old Glory from automobiles go by... But the Stars are gone and white crosses lean with the weight Of a new strange fruit as the Battle Hymn of the Republic Continues sung in national ceremony and the pickups pull in and out of daily Jobs, FedEx runs its routes and Joe and Joan earn their next Yankee dollar ... As an ad for an all-new, all-white cleansing cream interrupts in which Ms. America promises it will do what Ellis Island failed to do As we are segued to the returning Network news: "We now go to Connie or Ted or Pat or Bill or Raoul or Mei-Ling at 'Ground Zero' or, "Back to you Dan," who has lost his youth and his memories of Being beaten down to Daley's Floor in Chicago and in the park across the street And in the rice paddies of Indochina and just down the street in the courtroom Where freedom was bound, gagged and found guilty ... As in solemn hymn America continues to twirl in a dance of death begun in a Plaza in Dallas, on a bloody floor in LA, on a balcony in Memphis, a ballroom in Harlem, and in murders in offices of black protest in every city in the nation For which no gavel ever rang. In loss I remember another fiery burning exploding death, "Oh the humanity!" the human reporter cried, Anguished as any person could be, As the fire burst into death in the Hindenburg. And I realize that the new squeaky clean astringent Is being used to clean more than our complexions, And the new strange fruit hanging from the alabaster Crosses will be us. (Michael O'McCarthy, a poet, essayist and journalist, was political editor of The LA Free Press, an antiwar organizer during the war in Southeast Asia, and a militant human rights organizer in the U.S. He currently resides (far too clo se, he says, to Bob Jones Univ.) in Greenville, South Carolina. This is his first appearance in the magazine.) ~ . ~ Living in the Falling Apart Elaine Schwager Death is nearby, breathing where life doesn't, sure in the dark downturn, the rush of no control. Life is stripped of wanting us. We are suddenly undesirable, fattened with poor man's faith and rich man's sweets, ignored by what we believed in. Suddenly, we only want to be caressed in the way we caress by other than what we think to be a thought in a silence we wander into thoughtless. We, the outside, like night is outside a star's two-faced profile, watching old light twinkle, a reminder that universes have their life spans too. There could be an end to the desire to find a metaphor to describe something horrifying beautifully. Then beauty and horror would end. And there'd be nothing stopping anything, just we outside like night is outside a star's two-faced profile believing this is an interesting place to find oneself, this end that is wider than whatever was out there till now. (Elaine Schwager has previously contributed poetry, articles, and essays to the magazine. A review of her collection, I Want Your Chair, and an interview appear in the Jan '01 issue. See Archive.) ~ . ~ . ~ A Handful of Thunder from Rattapallax #6 Editor's Note The poems reprinted from this issue of Rattapallax are the ones I cannot put aside. They stay with me. I cannot resist the train ride in Michael T. Young's "Directions," nor Christine Delea's sardonic "The Odds of Winning at Love Are Not in Your Favor." "Then the darknesses/ behind him and before him met" (Glenn Shea) takes me to a place beyond simple poetic closure. Nothing need be said about "Ash" (Eamon Grennan) except to 'hear' it when you read it: Voice, image, sound -- all in its pitch. I cannot forget Thom Ward's imagistically powerful, "we drink on the chance/of orchards in the throat." And if the faithful need something more, they should ask for it, like the speaker in Robert Minhinnick's poem: Ah lover,
That's what you get here. These poems, like the others in this issue, take you somewhere, usually somewhere unexpected, and give you something to take away with you. --Nicholas Johnson, Senior Poetry Editor ~ . ~ Robert Minhinnick Upstairs at The Beast Within Tattoo Studio, Porthcawl, Wales Thom Ward A Brief Epistle to Those Who Worked These Fields and Are Now Long Dead Eamon Grennan Ash Glenn Shea A Phrase from Homer Christine Delea The Odds of Winning at Love Aren't in Your Favor Michael T. Young Directions Contributors Notes (reprinted from #6) ~ . ~ . ~ Upstairs at The Beast Within Tattoo Studio, Porthcawl, Wales Robert Minhinnick Ah lover, Bend slowly over: Look for religion down on your hands and knees; And feel a mazarine blue butterfly, Extinct in this country for one hundred years, alight on your right buttock. Sister, Over your shoulder A dolphin will bare Its knuckleduster teeth: And sir, Your torso Could be more so. Across those plated pectorals I'll commence my Book of Kells. Who dares Upstairs To the scriptorium Where Leonardo consults the hexagrams, Celtic DNA? This needleworker Never slurs a word. Feel my hypodermic Sip like a hummingbird. Soon Around town Your children will sport my biographia. Out of the storybooks will step your young Like little blue dragons following their dam. (From: Minhinnick, The Body in Question) ~ . ~ A Brief Epistle to Those Who Worked These Fields and Are Now Long Dead Thom Ward You would recognize this:
~ . ~ Ash Eamon Grennan Silence, the grave neat and tidy for once. Later, a glass of Powers in the bar, sitting with absence. Blue aster, he says, yellow rattle, thyme, trefoil, sea strife -- to fill the gap. Hearing the unleashed whistle of an oystercatcher, ears a funnel for whispers and claspings, salt rumors, depth-charges to where light has winged the skin of her wrist: Deep breath now, she says, now go under. Resting on a bench beside the dead boy's willow, he hears the ice crack -- thump of a heart turning on itself and stopping. Under her tongue he imagines taking the temperature of the soul -- where it lurks in some honeycomb corner, tiny and final as a full stop. But to live in exile from that breath, all those rowdy instruments of joy dumbed at once: two faces fleeing from the mirrorglass. Birdshaped -- the colour of turquoise and smoky topaz and grainy with burial abrasions -- this miniature bottle blown to hold Roman perfume had to be broken for use, perishable and everlasting. And only this morning her words were after-images on the ghost of ash, as near to nothing as you could imagine -- till a light gust out of nowhere ruffled suddenly the remains of what remained of them, and blew every last trace, maybe, away. ~ . ~ A Phrase from Homer Glenn Shea And at the end, before he died, what struck him, last of his mortal thoughts, was the phrase he'd read in Homer, the warrior with his throat pierced by a spear: "And his eyes then filled with darkness." The tide of black, the old poet precise about even that. Then the darknesses behind him and before him met, and he was gone. ~ . ~ The Odds of Winning at Love Aren't in Your Favor Christine Delea Lots of things in life are easy, like getting hit by a train. The boys of my youth did it all the time. Too much beer or grass, too much bravado or dare, and the commuter trains rushing by every twenty minutes. No need, even, for luck. Or birds singing. We hear them and easily add metaphors, personify the high-pitched tones they instinctively make to communicate our own desires. These days, even getting rich is simple. And staying alive? A snap. Things that routinely used to kill people in the past are now routinely dispatched. We have become efficient, but I can tell you what is difficult. Leaving the shower when the water is just right, when the steam has become so heavy on the wall tiles that it drips into puddles on the floor and the mat. The stall has become crowded with every ex-lover, not touching you, barely breathing, just hanging onto the faucets and soap shelves, watching you, wondering what you'll do next -- which shampoo you'll choose, which song you'll sing, and when you will decide to leave the water and face your current life, the one they aren't a part of. ~ . ~ Directions Michael T. Young Beside me on the train a man is reading in Chinese. He turns the pages from left to right, skimming characters from right to left, and top to bottom. I read in the opposite direction, in English, observing how our contrary motions mirror each other's gestures of comprehension. Our heads tilt in a slow nod or shake; our eyes cross figures in the air writing a tenuous language that seems to say there is no backward or forward, no behind or ahead, only movement from character to character, from stop to stop, in books, on trains, in memory -- a turn, a switch, a pattern like the recollection of the wind quilting the water of a lake, a remembered place where this grand gesture of air sweeps over the surface, and reaching the shore, without pause, passes on, losing itself in the maple trees at the foot of the mountain, only the smell of spring leaves lingering. ~ . ~ . ~ Contributors Notes (reprinted from Rattapallax #6) Robert Minhinnick's Selected Poems was published by Carcanet in 1999. Seren published his second collection of essays, Badlands, in 1996. In 1984 he founded Friends of the Earth Cymru (Wales). He is the editor of Poetry Wales. Thom Ward is editor of BOA Editions. His poetry collection Small Boat with Oars of Different Size was published by Carnegie Mellon. Tumblekid, a chapbook, was issued in 2000 by the University of South Carolina Press. Eamon Grennan teaches at Vassar College, Poughkeepsie, N.Y., dividing his time between there and his native Ireland. His most recent books are Relations: New & Selected Poems (Graywolf, 1998) and Facing the Music: Irish Poetry in the 20th Century (Creighton University Press, 2000). Glenn Shea was born, raised, educated in Connecticut. He is the author of Find a Place That Could Pass for Home (Islandia Press, 1994). He has read his work in venues ranging from Harvard Divinity School to Shakespeare & Co. in Paris. Christine Delea, who lives in a suburb of Portland, Oregon, was born on Long Island, N.Y., and has a doctorate in English from the University of North Dakota. A chapbook, Ordinary Days in Ordinary Places, was published earlier this year by Pudding House Press. Her poems have appeared or will appear in A Gathering of Tribes, Heliotope, Petroglyph, Raintown Review, and Washington Square. Two of her poems have been nominated for Pushcart Prizes, and one won an Academy of American Poets University award. Michael T. Young's collection, Transcriptions of Daylight, was published last year by Rattapallax Press; a chapbook, Because the Wind Has Questions, was published in 1997 by Somers Rocks Press. His work has been nominated for a Pushcart Prize and has appeared in many journals. He lives in Jersey City. |