Poetry Feature Photo: © 2001 George Kunze Bankrupt Farms Rob Wright Bird in Tree Gyorgyi Voros Dutch Interior: The Letter Reader Gyorgyi Voros Interior Landscape with Frog George Dickerson Khyamm's Q & A Roger Sedarat Machine Dance Mary Jo Bang Moth Myth Ciaran Berry On the Road to Rose Blanche Gyorgyi Voros Paying the Rent Zoe Forney Playing God Hannah Stein To Open the Open Gate Richard Levine Contributor Notes LyR Finalist Poems ~ . ~ Bankrupt Farms Rob Wright I was given the old boots for nothing, black and slick as a seal's muzzle; the cracked rubber leaked in slush, as I tramped the bushed-out flats and bogs, navigating with the balls of my feet and chance, following the ruts and tracks between rusted wire, ruts filled with oil seep and bald tires. Nothing left of the farm's stock but bones. A ball joint exposed, polished by the muzzles of skeletal dogs who patrolled the flat field's borders, whose tracks I saw in slush running in pairs. Their yellow marks in slush still steaming in the ruts. I found one shot, and lying flat— a new mother, nipples extended, nothing left of her head but the muzzle's grinning jaw, and socket that held the ball of her yellow eye. No ball- fetcher this one, whose grave in slush no child marked, or stroked her muzzle in remembrance. Her pups left in a rut for crows, marauding males, and the nothing of hunger, the long echoes, the flat silence. At the road's end, a flat- roofed farmhouse, buckled, like a puffball squashed by a giant's daughter. Nothing left but withered pansies, the muzzle of an iron stove, fly-specked oil cloth, slush, and a jar of fossils, gathered from ruts. I'd often picked prints of ferns from ruts when the spring rain washed the flat fields to furrows and lakes of pooling slush. In a bedroom, I found a pink ball gown and sash set on a rifle muzzle like a mannequin. Of the woman, nothing but the smell of still-birth, hard in the muzzle, a ball of failure on a flat trajectory; flesh becoming slush. Nothing but bones washed in spring rains from ruts. ~ . ~ Bird in Tree Gyorgyi Voros Like a vignette from that chest in the Victoria and Albert Museum— ebonied, enameled black, inlaid with stone, mother of pearl, colored woods, all the birds of paradise here and beyond— the robin in the tree outside my window, preening among walnut leaves, breast russet against black bough and blue sky, acts out an allegory of concealment and desire. In each panel of that chest, leaves were rendered in shell-like bits of jade, breasts in jasper, eyes and wing stripes onyx. Rounds of paduk made cherries, slivers of a milky amethyst some other marbled berry. Nothing was what it was, but was instead a demonstration of skill or outrage at the wild world, the semi-precious standing in for the wholly real. Art has taught me nothing about nature: but about design, how light falls together into a funnel of reason, how this face means suffering and that one ennui, how animals are not so much sinew and hunger but versions of God's grace or wrath, the clatter of shade and value, hues of uncertainty, distance and perspective: how the V recedes toward that single focal point, vanishing , invisible, called "truth"— It flies. What possible difference can it make, the picture that teaches how the plum branch leans of its own longing into air, and how feelingly one falsifies the one tendril of truth: that it flies? How even things—chairs, rocks— press and lean toward what they are, resist what they are not. ~ . ~ Dutch Interior: The Letter Reader Gyorgyi Voros I was there in the room with her when she read the letter, the Lions of Juda her only other witnesses. Air slammed her lungs as what she read collided with the back wall, blue-stained as skimmed milk with thin Northern daylight. Bounding back against the mullioned panes, the words shattered into pieces of silk sun as something plundered from a distant East. They littered the floor, that checkerboard of fatal moves. I knew why she needed the window to give her back her face, knew how mirror, pitcher, gleaming goblet tacked down day, anchored her, kept her from receding far beyond the draperies softening the frame. I, too, get news of an absent man: you, alive in the warrens of the seventeen provinces, that yellowing map flattened and buckling against my life's back wall. Like her, I stall within the first of many foregrounds, stand arrested by the past's depthless, impenetrable picture plane. ~ . ~ Interior Landscape with Frog George Dickerson (By author request, poem not published.) ~ . ~ Khyamm's Q & A (Ghazal) Roger Sedarat Scholar, a sheet-wrapped Muslim in a grave Learns his worm-wisdom forsaking the grave. Segment the worm and divided he'll squirm; Solomon knew the measure of the grave. Wisdom you want? Cut your attachments, move Out where the city ploughs an unmarked grave. If Solomon were city folk, he'd work it rich downtown, turning his back on the grave. Modernity's an armless boy, roses For sale in his mouth stolen from a grave. Evenings I peek in my neighbor's window. She lies sheet-wrapped, ready for the grave. Mornings a wise man delivers lavash. He never smiles; his voice is always grave. This man tells me secrets of my neighbor; I'll try my best to take them to the grave. If you smile at the man who bakes the bread That broke your tooth, you're close to the grave. If bags of bones are ripped apart by dogs At night, you're even closer to the grave. Death fills my eyes with X's; I cross Myself on each road leading to the grave. I ask the armless boy for directions, A rose in his mouth stemming from the grave. And Solomon's out cold in an alley, Struck by a double ax, facing the grave. A garden for love, for death a dry field. (Chiasmus is the main trope of the grave). I saw an armless boy weed the rose Of Sharon with his teeth at the Queen's grave. I cracked my tooth on star-baked bread, jagged Light pouring on an old man digging a grave. I rolled my body into a sheet, let Dogs tug my head and feet over the grave. What worm-wisdom came from so much digging? What woman arose to a rose from the grave? I live alone save for the morning bark Of bread in hallways. Alone, I'll make the grave. I eat my bread with broken teeth, rolled up Into my bed to make a living grave. I sit and smell the dying rose, not caring To reach the state that truly knows the grave. I am Khyamm, a man going to my grave Alive to lay a rose upon my grave. ~ . ~ Machine Dance Mary Jo Bang (By author request, poem not published.) ~ . ~ Moth Myth Ciaran Berry He stole it from the sand bucket his older brother kept them in: the largest hawkmoth caterpillar, a brown, furry thing that jiggled between his forefinger and thumb. Obese from feeds of willowherb, bedstraw, fuchsia, bogbean, it was ready to cleave to a branch or leaf and secrete a loose cocoon. He put it in his mouth, casually chewed, tasted chlorophyll and flower off its viscous, hirsute flesh. Inside his white potbelly it made chrysalis, within which cells divided, shifted mass, made something new: an in-between creature that overwintered on his stomach wall, slumbered until late April when olive wings suffused with pink poked through the swollen sack, emerged followed by antennae, thorax, an abdomen still rough and plump— sole remnant of that former self, khaki markings now mottling it. A moth full-grown, it shivered and flew up toward his mouth, broke into the light, the yellow room where his agile mother hand-trapped it, brought it still living to his lips, made him mouth in and swallow it for fear that it would carry off his soul. ~ . ~ On the Road to Rose Blanche Gyorgyi Voros Newfoundland, 1992 In a not-quite-wilderness of tarns, not tundra but a scrubbed land, spongy, tundra-like, we headed the car straight north, untalking. Fog fell from clouds with some heft to them, smudged the lank calligraphy of power lines scrawled across the tinpot sky. The road went just so far, the whole southwestern part of the island roadless, the map's townspecks accessible by boat only. And the rest of the island, our destination, not townless, not unpeopled, just so North, so god-begotten stark, thick with what was not us. How far we had gone for that delicious poverty of mind. Spatter struck the windshield like spit. At journey's end in a tumbled town of greengray plod and tarry, the car swerved cliffside, stopped. We wandered among its architecture of sticks and stones, gangplanked, piered, fishboned, boulders anchoring a tavern or two, the whole pitched seaward on North America's knife-edge east where teens in neon beamed through fog— hot pink, acid green, electric yellow, static passing for air and atmosphere, cigarette smoke married to drizzle. 2. We were sleeping in the truck in a cul-de-sac. Night ripped with engine whine, tire screech, rat-tat of spat gravel. Amid hellion hooting and howling, the pickup careened into the lot. The terrifying rowdiness was that (we thought) of drunk hunters— the kind who fuck the deer before dismembering it. But they were only kids, reckless with the recklessness afforded by the world's unravelling seamedge, graygreen blueskied garment soon enough discarded (as might be a spoiled deer carcass, done with, flown). Rattled, we demanded of them nothing (with a sigh) but greeting. And they (they said "Ay?") were amazed to hear from where and how far we had come. "To this 'ole?" They hung from the cab, the girls like greening tendrils, the boys like small explosives. Soon, we slept again. 3. The next day, cliffrock a pink granite composite of diamonds and mirrors; a white beach littered with jellyfish like cabochons of amethyst. And offshore, a ferrous shock of blood red on the wave-tossed rim of the continental shelf, bulk of quartzite and rosepink aggregate, blazing, in the right sun, like a rose floating midocean. Hence: Rose Blanche, boutonniere tossed by love's chevalier to heartsick sailors as token of approaching land, or cruel bouquet beyond reach of those stranded townside. Rose Blanche, both hope and its abandonment, what trick of orogeny set you down as a frieze of color for the color-starved, the habit of your mineral's shattered mirror-slashes, flaked light illuminating a life to come beyond love's gangplanked architecture? We could have swum for it, but turned the truck around, headed south for Puerto Basque. Slept amid volcanoes. Slept among them still much later as we segued onto the Massachusetts Turnpike, the peopled regions of the world, the better and the worse to come. ~. ~ Paying the Rent Zoe Forney A hawk. A feather. Two lines that waver like water or the tracks of a wheel. Something like a discolored raisin or a dropped lima bean lost on its way to the table. One man who snores, drunk in a stolen car. You can't say that. We don't say that. Bite your tongue. Cover your mouth before you let yourself laugh eat kiss smile yawn need tell feel. Be sweet. We are not imigrants. Everything up to this point has been hieroglyphics. The hawk, talons first, soaks into my wrist and turns its head to eye my mind. In becoming quills, feathers split and draw ink. The first lines tangle. There is nothing sweet about turning a corner into the big round NO of my mother's mouth: Dirty laundry. Don't ever tell what happens in this house. Your filthy eyes mouth mind hands. You'd pin the undergarments of this family out on a line. Don't write that. Don't. Here comes the vocabulary of flags. Fires. Badges and stacks of stones. Shirts. Hard wishes. Midnight drives just for the chance to glow in a pine- rimmed lake, half a mile's quiet from laughter and glass. Be careful there. Can you know what innocent is without tasting its opposite? A black kimono that ties also unties. Further back, a spoon thick with yellow batter, blunt scissors to cut a blue bicycle with streamers from the ruined Wishbook. Fingers in my mouth to copy bird calls— just now the gate smacks, motes in the beam shift high and recall stars, there is a Zippo snap and a smell like penny edges, and red lips tight against something someone else may have said. My mother's voice is far away and speaks some language I don't know: she spit me out so long ago, my clothes are dry. I lived in an attic where a nun had slept under a serape, rainbows legible like script in the gray wool and late sun. Had anyone ever told her? No, don't walk to the pueblo. Don't give up your jewelry. Don't forswear summer rentals on a distant beach for the ugly face of a man who says he's hungry, Don't cut your hair or wear cheap sneakers, In this family, we are not nuns, heaven knows. And if they worried later that she could tell all their oldest secrets to God, did she care, once past hieroglyphics and into the Word? The hawk targets and reels. Hieroglyphics shift into sense. Borrowed wheels spark and fly, the ace of spades angled in the spokes. Never again will we be completely silent. Ever scrap of what has been inadequately put aside my wizard eye will find. ~ . ~ Playing God Hannah Stein it was only a trial. —Kierkegaard 1 The text says nothing of Sarah. Did she ask about the burnt-offering? And what did Abraham reply. He could neither tell Sarah—old joyful woman who gave birth at ninety— nor lie to her. Imagine him smuggling Isaac under the tent flap before dawn, hustling the boy, hushing him. When Sarah woke and found them gone she would have set about her morning work. A creeping disquiet bloomed over her like a rash, though there was nothing to suspect—not even the color of righteousness in her husband's eyes. 2 Abraham: charged to number the stars that reeled in the desert sky, to count his progeny grain by desert grain. Who could take it all in— a swirling in the ears, dizzy roaring of suns before the eyes— and keep their senses. A whirlwind voice hasn't echoed to us from a mountaintop; we have not seen strangers standing barefoot in the door of our tent, nor called for warmed water, for towels spiced with myrrh to wash the feet of angels. 3 To be rewarded later, to be blessed for such faith— faith up to the very moment of unsheathing the knife, of raising the knife— —what, my own child? to bind the kernel of my heart on a stack of wood? To stretch forth my hand, to lift the knife, and say Lord— Child I love better than myself, for whom I would enter a burning house, support your head with my head across the freezing river, would sacrifice the fat that cushions tender chambers of the love I bear you— On whose back I piled the wood, in whose hand I placed the fire, who so confidingly asked But Father, where is the lamb— —to whom I lied not child you are the lamb but: the Lord will provide. What, to cut the sweet flesh that pulses over the artery, to plunge the knife into your breathing neck? 4 The secret they kept from Sarah. In the days after their descent from the mountain she saw that Abraham ignored Isaac. Isaac flinched if a mouse skittered in the grain sacks. Abraham stopped sometimes while chanting morning prayer, stared into space. Sarah asked. He turned his eyes away. The boy cried out in his sleep, shuddered at the dark; Sarah dipped figs in honey for him. Sarah wept. 5 A quaking hand laid on the knife, a ram appearing in the thicket. A knife hurled to the dirt. The iron comes down. Shapes us with empty threats, puts promises on our lips we'll never keep, makes us jump like a drop of water on a griddle. The iron shapes us, bends the naked soul to the anvil— the malleable blaze-red metal cooling to black. ~ . ~ To Open the Open Gate Richard Levine One night my dog and I galumphed upon a stillness Buddha meditated a lifetime to find. Standing at the gate with garbage cans waiting, our breath began to glide away like schools of fog-fish, blind to the ringing they set in silent motion. Houses slipped back, dipping the cupped hands of their lighted windows into the stunning calm. The trace of a late steak carried on a tide tested by my dog's quivering, upturned nose. Trees stood like deer at a night pond, gracefully angling their antlers for signs of spring or danger. Car alarms blinked red eyes, reminding me that time and tempers waited just beyond this bubble-smooth moment. I feared I would burst with it if I moved. Two clouds drew together like a curtain, and I knew if I passed through I would never be the same, which is true, of course, every night, every heartbeat. But standing on the threshold of that charged now, I thought I saw life lived more keenly in step with every breath and the world becoming itself. I reached to open the open gate, feeling new in the same old place. Behind me, the tug of my house, solid and in need, pulsing with a leak in the downstairs bathroom, that caused brass veins running under the skin of every room to sweat and strain. My toolbox idled on cool hexagonal tiles and a black rubber washer waited beside the weeping faucet, like a ripple in the grip of ice. I passed through and back along the street, feeling blessed; for who, after all, walks the dog and plugs the leaks? ~ . ~ . ~ |